::: the voices that lie within :::

interesting

2006-10-24T11:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm i am nerd.... hahaha

2005-03-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

go try... everyone... basically in my life i have exams... and i am not too nerdy... sheesh.... i am dead for these exams...

2005-03-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

YIKES! i am 2/3 female! shit!

quiz spam!!! go do la... quite fun...

2005-02-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

Sea Being.

?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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i am not surprised i love the sea!

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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hmmm... scary... abit lah-uh...

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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2005-02-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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hahaha...

cheryl expects this la... always say i cheer her up!
oh well.. i hope i can always cheer u up miss tean! haha than you for everything miss tean... deep down each and every member of CG5 loves you! oh wait CG6...

I LOVE ACS!!!

2005-02-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

My Beloved School Anthem:
The Anglo-Chinese School Anthem

verse1:
In days of yore
From western shores
Oldham dauntless hero came
And planted a beacon of truth and light
On this island of the main.
Here may it stand from year to year
Emblem of grand endeavour
The regions round echo the sound of...
ACS FOREVER!!!

Chorus:
sing ACS for evermore
Our ACS forever
God saved our land and heaven bless
Our ACS forever!!!

verse2:
Our student hail from china's plain
And the land of rising sun
We many chilren from india's strand
And the islands of the main.
Our Hearts, Our Hopes, Our Aims are one
No discord e'er will sever
WE STAND TOGETHER FOR THE CAUSE of....
ACS FOREVER

Chorus:
sing ACS for evermore
Our ACS forever
God saved our land and heaven bless
Our ACS forever!!!

YOU ARE AN Anglo-Chinese School (Independent) BOY!
You are a sweet-natured person, though constantly
seeking attention and affirmation from your
peers. You are not very hard working...

Which Singapore School are YOU FROM?
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I FEEL SUPER PATRIOTIC!!!!

I AM A ACS BOY!!!

The Greatest Story Ever Told... maybe not... my God has a greater one

2005-01-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
Here you are

If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?

I don't hear the music
When I'm lookin' in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch that sends me
It's the way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile, you know I'd die for
Oh baby, you're all I need

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you?
Just how much I really need you?

Did I tell you that I love you tonight? Tonight...

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you?
Just how much I really need you?

Did I tell you that I love you tonight?

thnx to rachel who told me about this song....

LOVE

2005-01-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

Love; what is it, where does it come from and why?

Since time began, love has remained a mystical phenomenon, the foundation for plays, art and music. Magic or science; supernatural or natural? It's time to solve the mystery of love.

What is Love ?
The Oxford English dictionary describes love as: an intense feeling of deep fondness or affection for a person or thing and to fall in love as: to develop a great love for. This may well be a basic description of what love feels like, but why do we love, what is passion, and why is intense desire between two people sometimes called 'chemistry'?

There are, in fact, three distinct stages of love; each with their own characteristic emotional profile and scientific explanation.

First is lust. Lust is driven by our sex hormones testosterone and oestrogen. These hormones are what get us 'out on the pull'. After lust comes attraction. This is the love-struck phase; the time when we lose our appetite, can't sleep, and can't concentrate. This is what we know as falling in love.

When we fall in love, our palms sweat, we can stutter and become breathless, we can't think clearly and it feels like we have butterflies in our stomachs. This is all due to surging brain chemicals called monoamines. They are called dopamine, norepinephrine and serotonin. Norepinephrine and serotonin excite us, while dopamine makes us feel happy. These love chemicals are controlled by a substance which is also found in chocolate and in strawberries, called PEA or phenylethylamine and it is PEA which controls the transition from lust to love. Similar in structure to amphetamine, PEA too gives us that excitement we crave. Indeed, some people become veritable love junkies. They need a constant love high and go through life in a series of short relationships which crumble when the initial chemical rush wanes. The love junky has another problem too. We naturally build up a tolerance to these chemicals eventually, so it takes more and more to produce that much sought after high. Love junkies, if they stay married, are likely to seek frequent affairs to fuel their need for the chemical love high.

The Chemical Bond
The third stage of love is attachment - staying together. Attachment takes over from the attraction stage and is the bond which keeps couples together. After all, we couldn't possibly stay in the attraction stage for ever - we would never get any work done for day dreaming. Two different hormones are important during this phase of love. They are oxytocin and vasopressin.

Oxytocin (the cuddling chemical) not only increases the bond between lovers, but is also one of the chemicals responsible for contractions during childbirth, milk expression when breastfeeding and is released by both sexes during orgasm. The theory goes therefore, that the more sex a couple have, the greater the bond between them. Nice touch Mother Nature.

Vasopressin is the monogamy chemical. Only about three percent of mammals are monogamous; mating and bonding with one partner for life. Unfortunately, humans are not one of these naturally monogamous animals. The prairie vole is however and it is this furry friend which is responsible for our knowledge about vasopressin.

By isolating male voles before and after mating, scientists found that life-long mating could be linked to the action of vasopressin. Before mating, the vole is friendly to male and female voles alike. Within 24 hours after mating, the male vole is hooked for life and defends his partner jealously. The post-coital production of vasopressin is responsible for this amorous behaviour. These little animals also indulge in far more sex than is actually necessary to reproduce and it was considered that the post-coital production of vasopressin (and oxytocin) was responsible for their strong partnership bonds. When given a compound to suppress the effect of vasopressin, the prairie voles lose their devotion to each other and the males fail to protect their ladies from the threat of other males. Perhaps, therefore, we could learn something from the prairie vole. Drop of vasopressin anybody?

Endorphins are also involved in the longevity of love. Endorphins have the same pain-killing and pleasure-delivering properties as their cousin, morphine, without the risk of overdose.

Pheromones
How do we do this? We seek and sniff out Mr Right!
Imagine an invisible overwhelming force which overpowers reason and invites passion. A force which dictates where Cupid's arrow will land. Cupid's chemistry. That's the power of pheromones. Pheromones are 'smellprints', supposedly as unique as our fingerprints. Smell is the most primitive of human senses, and pheromones, present in underarm perspiration, are detected by a small organ composed of a few small pits a few centimetres up the nose. The emotional reaction they provoke can, quite literally, be a 'turn on'!

wow.... my mother.... made me think again... i love my mum!

2004-11-22T02:01:00.000+08:00

When you were 1 year old, she fed you
and
bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 years old, she taught you to
walk.
You thanked her by running away when she
called.

When you were 3 years old, she made all
your
meals with love. You thanked
her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 years old, she gave you
some
crayons
You thanked her by coloring the dining room
table.

When you were 5 years old, she dressed you
for
the holidays. You thanked
her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.

When you were 6 years old, she walked you
to
school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT
GOING!"

When you were 7 years old, she bought you a
baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the
next-
door-neighbor's window.

When you were 8 years old, she handed you
an
ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your
lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for
piano
lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to
practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you
all
day, from soccer to
gymnastic to one birthday party after another.

You thanked her by jumping out of the car
and
never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you
and
your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different
row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned
you
not
to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the
house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut.
You thanked her by telling her she had no
taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month
away
at
summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single
letter.

When you were 15, she came home from
work,
looking for a hug. You thanked
her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to
drive
her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you
could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an
important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all
night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high
school
graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until
dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college
tuition, drove you to campus
carried your bags. You thanked her by saying
good-bye outside the dorm so
you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your
friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you
were
seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your
business."

When you were 21, she suggested certain
careers
for your future.

You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be
like
you."

When you were 22, she hugged you at your
college graduation. You thanked
her by asking whether she could pay for a
trip
to
Europe.

When you were 23, she gave you furniture for
your
first apartment. You
thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24, she met your fiance and
asked about your plans for the
future.

You thanked her by glaring and
growling, "Muuhh-
ther, please!"

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your
wedding, and she cried and
told you how deeply she loved you.

You thanked her by moving halfway across
the
country.

When you were 30, she called with some
advice
on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things are
different now."

When you were 40, she called to remind you
of a
relative's birthday.

You thanked her by saying you were "really
busy
right now."

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed
you
to
take care of her.

You thanked her by reading about the burden
parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing
down
like thunder on your
heart.

IF SHE'S STILL AROUND, NEVER FORGET
TO
LOVE HER MORE THAN EVER..

AND IF SHE'S NOT, REMEMBER HER
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

Mom u have the greatest love of all..

exams exams exams...

2004-10-22T14:28:00.000+08:00

Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
Is who I am, is what I do
No one’s gonna let it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it’s not coming easily)
Whoah oh…

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don’t you know, don’t you know, don’t you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There’s no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you…

Written by Ricelli and Keys
Resided in over a heartbeat
I’m having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time, but
But I couldn’t find a killer hook
Now you’re gonna raise the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There’s no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you…

I’m getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyper bowl to hide behind
I’m naked, so exposed
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There’s no other way
To better say
I love you…
I love you, is that okay…?

this is a mega earworm song... still listening to it...
but oh well now untied live is on and i better start studying... damn!~ that stupid stats was so hard... i so pissed after taht paper rush ruh rush and i finished just on time! like i am usually fast with math and stuff and it's sucks when i am stumped... well econs wasn't so bad i like the style of the paper kinda cool if u know what i mena and i guess i am an "econs boy" (yea right!) haha oh wel next came the CIP paper... computer & infomation processing... well how u study for this test is simply just go for it... but u have to do a light read of the book first it's easy peasy...haha... so now all left is that wretched OB paper and i'm free... ahaha... well i guess this is stupid but i haven't done much... and the paper is tml i better get going or i have to repeat the bloody thing... byebye...

hmmm... food for thought...

2004-10-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!""What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!""And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!" "How much?" He asked again.Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life." Jesus said, "DONE!"

well friday!

2004-09-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

today was a nice day and sad day as well...
u see today is the last lesson for 2 of my favourite subjects... S&W and LMS... i like LMS my teacher is so nice!!! and she rocks!!! well my S&W teacher also... Eeee OoooHHH... haha it was pretty fun talked alot to her today as well constantly sms-ing in class... feeling os blessed with her in my life... if this is love it rocks... man... it has been such a ride everyday in poly is so fun including tests days u see all the different people... working so hard just to get a grade they want... sigh i feel guilty and i haven't started on my stats... hahaha.... oh well i get started soon lo... oh well... i'll leave with some lyrics...

Cause tomorrow never comes

I would want just one thing

I would sell it to the stars and sun

I would let it for the world to see

And it's you

The light changes when you're in the room

Oh it's you

If tomorrow never comes

I would want just one wish

To kiss your quiet mouth

Trace the steps of my fingertips

And it's you

The light changes when you're in the room

Oh it's you

Oh it's you...